what's next ?

resolution, purpose, mission, objective etc... call it anything but it is something to achieve, to look forward to, to fight for it... this was what discussed today..

i think at the moment i dun have a clear resolution, something for me to fight for at the moment..

it used to be :

high school - get good results for SPM, and give in all i have for my cocus

college - no need to say mia intima and get good grades in diploma/degree

then i used to aim to get into Big Four too, with PwC as my main aim and it changed to EY for a momemt after a career fair at USM back in 2007 lol ...

and until i finished my intern in EY at the beginning of 2010, the main and sole aim is to get into PwC ...

fight and fight and fight... yea i secured a placement in PwC ....

but then the question now is,

What's Next ?

come to think of it, all this while my main aim was to get into PwC only... and the lil additional aim after that was to get a secondment to PwC UK. yea as written, that 'WAS' ...

after these 2 months, i realised if i am to get secondment, i wouldn't have accepted it at the moment.. lol just not ready for it bah...

and back to the question,

the previous aim i had was to get into PwC,

after that didn't really any plan as things are vague too...

so now i'm in there, seriously, What's Next ?

somehow i need something to look forward to, to fight for, to put in my determination for that...
gotta find a resolution soon i think...