Thank You Miss Sabrina !!

omg omg omg !!!

apparently..

I was handed a part time job ~

by Alpha Event Planner !!!
the Company that dealt with our Prom Night 07, as well as recent Moonlight Party aka Inti HouseWarming Party.

what kind of job ?

MC for a wedding dinner !!!! waaaaaa !!!

It is a wedding dinner at Evergreen Hotel ,between a German guy and a local Chinese lady

just have to be there for about 2 to 3 hours, and just appear on the stage, then talk for not more than 20 minutes, and my job is done, with a quite ok mia pay o,O !!!

anyways, I see this as a golden opportunity for me to brush up my soft skills than earning money o..
Miss Ng, our DSA officer fully agrees with this point, saying that I should treasure this chance, to learn as much as I can in improving my communication skill.

Never thought that I will be the MC for a wedding dinner ...seriously never..

Wah lueee ehhh... People mia 'once in a lifetime' event, on my hands o,O
smr watched 27 Dresses with baby on Friday, which tells us that wedding is very very important

Thanks a lot Miss Ng !! Thanks a lot Miss Sabrina !!!!
for this golden opportunity for me to learn and improve myself !!!
thanks thanks thanks !!!
hope to learn as much as I can from Alpha Event o ~

Every journey starts with a first step.
I may not be a good speaker today, but at least I am willing to learn, from bottom ...
and hope that some day, I will be a good one.

Finally

finally...
it's OVER...

what a NIGHT !

let the moon be the witness of everything that had happened on 26th March 2008~

GREAT JOB PEOPLE !!!

WE DID IT ^^ !!!

Not as an individual but as a TEAM , AS INTIMA !!!

Gratz gratz gratz !!

For me, that's the best event so far ^^

Event that happens once in a whole lifetime =)

proud of u people o !!!




Special thanks to baby for helping me the whole night o ~
thanks a lot to u o..
really helped me and lightened my burden of the night a lot de o..
thanks a lot ya..
appreciate everything u've done de o =)
muakzzzz..
huggggzzz...

17 hours to go

FINALLY !! DOWN TO 17 hours !!!

did the opening ceremony rehearsal today, for 2 times..
OKAY !!! Thumbs up for that !
great job people ^^

the red cloth was actually bigger than expected, but nvm o, more is better than less ^^

300 people registered for that, if we held the registration until 5 pm but not 2pm, i think the number would've grown up to 320 or 330, maklumlah, IICP mia students ar, all last last minute mia =.="

so we'll be expecting about 350 people tmr, including all the crews, staff and workers o~

let's make it BLAST tmr o !!
comon INTIMA, we can make it !!! GAMBATE !!!

Let's go through it, not as an individual, but as a TEAM !!

anyways..
drew up a list of things to do AFTER the grand event ~

TO DO LIST AFTER THE EVENT
1) Hug her tight tight
2) Go kai kai with baby dear
3) Watch movies
4) Play Time Crisis 4
5) Watch whole Black Cat series
6) See doctor
7) Sleep a whole lot
8) Go beach with baby
9) Scream and shout as hard as I can
10 ) Hang out with all the INTIMA people, and treat them (if tmr is successful)

Eternally

3 more days

3 more days to go !!!

She's BACK !!!!

wu wu... missed her so much in the past few days T.T ...

now she's BACK !!!
YAYYYYY ^^ !!!

happy to have u back to my side o baby =)

4 More Days

'A picture puzzle is never a picture puzzle unless it is a fully completed one.
For an incomplete puzzle,even with just lacking of a single piece, we call it pieces of puzzle'

All the pieces of a puzzle, regardless of wherever position they are, are EQUALLY IMPORTANT.

For the grand event that is coming up next Wednesday, we have almost finished arranging those main pieces.. but many small pieces are still missing, and like I said,
a puzzle can only be declared as complete if ALL the pieces regardless of small or big are joint together.

Slowly, those small pieces are appearing one by one, let's hope that we can identify all of them out, to create a complete puzzle next Wednesday =)

All the tiny tiny and petty petty stuffs throughout an event are as important as those main stuffs...

Damage control~ Hope to minimise the things that we are to miss out on that day.

5 more days (part 2)

okay.. today was quite hectic..

ran here and there for the most of the time between 2 pm to 5 pm..

finally 1 major problem has been settled (I hope)
the main 8.5M x 12.5M red cloth for the opening ceremony IS CONFIRMED in progress.. ^^
purposely went to BJ last night and today and had a long discussion with the tailor =.=" ...

gonna pick it up on this Sun evening, hopefully it's something similar to my initial planning
the ceremony that only happens once in a whole life time, depends on you this red cloth d !!!

then on Monday most likely we'll have a rehearsal .. just to prevent any unwanted problems that we missed out throughout the whole preparation to occur on next Wed itself...

Today I went in and out of General Office for more than 20 times I think o,O
Had lots lots of discussions with Miss Ng, our DSA officer...

Finally we're getting more DETAILED into the whole house warming party..
Started to discuss small small tiny tiny details of the whole coming party...
and just realised we actually missed out lots lots lots of small things of this event..
now trying to identify them, and trying to have a complete simulation of that day itself.. from the very beginning until the end..

Holes are slowly being covered up, things are getting better and more detailed..

GAMBATE PEOPLE !!!

5 more Days

5 more days to go

until the house warming party...

the pressure can heavily be felt now..

the Stake is big, the Tide is high

INTIMA's reputation is being gambled...

Next Wednesday is the day, many many many works to be done..

GAMBATE PEOPLE !!!

Gonna miss you loads loads...

baby's going for a short vacation..

wish that you will enjoy and have a happy time there..

wish that you will reach there safely, and come back safely too..

nothing bad will happen de k =)

will be 100% safe de o

have fun there ya..

take this opportunity to escape from stresses and pressures ya..

try relax to the max o =)

then, pulang to my pangkuan safely after 4 days de k =)

gonna miss u lots lots.. like those 2 pics in this post ...

Hugggzzzz...

19.3.2008

Student Representative Council of Inti International College Penang,
INTIMA's Election for High Council 2008/2009 was held today..

Details,

Time : 6.00 pm

Date : 19.3.2008 (Wednesday)

Venue : LT, 5th and 6th Floor of Inti New Building

Purpose : to elect new council to replace those stepping down soon


That's all about it...

Good luck to the newly elected councils 08/09
Let's fly INTIMA higher, and make Inti Penang a better college

for those who didn't get the post they want, don't be upset, take this as an opportunity for you to discover your other potential and talent...
post isn't everything, everyone is in the same position when it comes to work =)

for those who didn't get elected into the council, don't give up on INTIMA.
the all of you are still part of INTIMA,
and I promise, you all will be treated fairly and squarely like the councils , NO BIAS , NO DISCRIMINATION ...

Let's together lift INTIMA to a higher level, let's RAWKZ INTI !

Sometimes, I wonder...

This is going to be long... and emotional... ignore this post if possible bah...

Sometimes, I wonder that am I a good brother, a good son, a good friend, and a good bf ?

I hardly talk and communicate with my brother and sister.. Hardly accompany my sis and very seldom that I care about my brother and sister..

But, do I actually have to swallow all the blames that it was all my faults ?

Mum always scolded me that I hardly talk to my brother, hardly care about my brother and sister. And always says that me as the elder brother, should care about them, and communicate with them, that's my responsibility !

But...

Have you and dad, ever communicated with me ?
Have you two, ever care about me and sayang me ?

I guess, the only reason that I don't know how to communicate with my brother and sister, don't know how to care about them and sayang them, is because I REALLY DON'T KNOW.

Seriously I really have no idea how to communicate and care about them, because this never happen to me. I never experience that,therefore what you expect from me ?

You get what I mean ? How are you suppose to ask someone who never receive care from parents, someone who never communicated with parents to communicate and sayang his brother ?

I was all the while alone at home since standard 4, I came home from school, and stayed at home alone. This happened from standard 4 until now...

F4 and F5 that time, almost everyday I went out at 6 in the morning, and only reached home at 10 due to tuitions, so for a few days I didn't even see the face of my mum or dad mia...

Parents had never bother about me..
They hardly talk to me, and I dare to say, they really don't care about me mia..

So mum, how you expect me to talk to bro and sis a lot, communicate with them more often and care about them more when your son, me had never experience it ?
I really have NO IDEA about the whole thing u know? I don't know HOW, it never happened on me, that's why I don't know how to talk to them..

So I really wonder, am I a good brother ? I guess, No ..

I've always wished that there will be people to sayang and care about me...
I've always wanted to feel the feelings of being in a happy family, being cared by parents, and mix along well with brother and sister...

温暖的家,
So far, didn't have the chance to taste that ..
'Family', this word, can never be found in my dictionary...

Last time my back was injured when playing football.. It was pain and I felt uncomfortable all the time, I told mum so many times, for a few months continuously.. She kept sayaing ok ok ok.. will bring me go see doctor...

But,
it never get into her ears..
so far not once that I went to see doctor to check my back..

I was all the while, bearing the pain alone...

I actually thought of going alone, without informing my parents..
Since they don't bother about that, then let me go check myself lor...

Sometimes quite envy my sis mia, sick sick flu flu a bit, mum brings her to see doctor d..

House, to me is a battlefield, full with land mines, you make a step wrong, and you will get bombed hard.

Some may wonder how come I eat so fast, let me disclose the answer.
Every dinner I have to eat with family, with dad around. That situation, was so pressured, so tensed and so scared. That's why all the while I gobbled as fast as I could, then straight away went to hide in my room, to escape from the tensed battlefield out there..
So day by day, that's why now I eat so fast...

The very 1st purpose I was actively involved so many co-curricular activities back in secondary school, was because I wanted to stay outside, to join those activities, and don't want to stay at home always.

Still remember, back in F3, I was so pressured with studies, cocuriculums, competitions and friends... everything was like pressing me so so so hard, until I couldn't breathe at all...
so frustrated, so scared, so weak that time.. fell hardly and deeply...
but, who could I turn to ?

Family ?
it would only add another heavy burden and pressure on me..
I was all alone that time.. and went through everything , alone...
Soon Khee, really really envy you, that your family always support you, treasure them well.
I want also don't have, they'll just turn their back against me and give me more problems.

Am I a good son, No..

If I am, I won't be hearing the same thing for the past 18 years d..
'You are useless, only know how to eat, sleep and play... useless son'

I've never done anything that made my parents proud I guess..
They've never praised me, never... so I guess, to them I'm really useless..

Still remember, the 1st test back in F1, I got 35/ 506 in the overall form position, happily put my result slip on the table, the next day, I kena shouted by dad,
'People can get number 1, why u can never get number 1 ? why all 80 80 80 only? why people got 90 and above and u only got like that? useless son who only knows how to eat, sleep and play'

Good friend ? No..

My blog, I guess not even more than 5 readers ... no comments, no people view.. except myself and baby... and a few friends...

别人的心声，我听得很很很多，但我自己的心声，又有谁愿意去聆听？

Guess my attitude that made me had less less friends,can't blame anyone, only have myself to blame... got also most of them are 'Hi Bye' friends nia..

When I really fall, who will be there to catch me ? I know the answer de... nobody will..
I'm really a bad friend .. I know de.. sorry friends... for treating u all so badly... sorry...
i sincerely apologise ='( ... sorry....

Last but not least..
Am I a good bf..?

Me myself know the answer very very well...

Obviously, No

I always only know how to make her angry and sad...
Never once that I could reach her expectation...
Her expectations, all also I failed to reach..
Compared to others mia bf, I am the worst...

I really realise de..
I'm not as good as that him.. this him... that that him...
I'm not as good as her bf.. this her mia bf, that her mia bf...
I'm not as good as your friends mia bf..
I'm sorry..
I'm not perfect and not good enough..

Can't make you happy, only always know how to make you sad and angry...
Always disappoint you... and let you down...
Sorry...

Sometimes I really wonder..
Do I deserve a place on this earth de...?
I brought nothing good for mankind..
Only brought problems, sadness and angriness to people...
Why I am here ?
Why someone bad should be here...

New Building

Yesterday, 15th March 2008, was the last day I have my class at the Inti Old Campus

whereas 14th March, last Friday was the day most of the students had their final academic day there.

This Monday onwards,we will be moving to the new building situated along the road.

Guess I am one of the few who regularly took pictures throughout the whole construction process of the new building.

Seriously we have to hail IJM, the constructor of the new building.
Why ? The pictures below tell, I've sorted them from the earliest to the latest.

23.4.2007 Ignore the basketball court, look at the FLAT LAND behind at that time.

3.8.2007 er, ignore me, the keh leh feh xD,
this picture was taken during SOBA Teambuilding on August

28.8.2007, the wind was very strong that day, look at the cloud o,O

13.9.2007, late evening after my last class of the day as I could recall

12.10.2007, photo shooting day with Li Qian
It was also a week after Prom 2007 =)

30.11.2007, the building changed colour from 'Hospital colour' to Normal d

24.1.2008

I was quite busy on December 2007, plus that time was semester holiday, therefore tarak photos as I din visit the college o.

Anyways, look at how fast the people were, worked 24 hours non stop, two 12-hours-shifts
per day.

That whole construction of the new building witnessed how me and baby's relationship growth de =)

ALMOST ~!!!

Law Assignment , 3 down , 2 to go !!!
Question 4 and Question 5 ~!
tmr is the due date, therefore...

It ENDS TONIGHT !!!!

last nite terslept, so tonight, it's either, DO, or DIE !!!

GAMBATE GAMBATE !!!

2 questions to go nia !!!!

TCK said today , "Don't sleep too much, u all are teenagers, at most sleep 6 hours will do.. babies only sleep 8 hours.. u all are not baby ... I got an Indian friend, he can stay awake for 48 hours"

Haha, i wanted to answer him so badly... Sir, I'm awake for more than 65 hours for the past 3 days d... lolzzz..
青出于蓝了～

今晚加油加油 ！！！

Lately

i take back what i said back in a few weeks ago, that Sem3 seems quite easy...

actually sem 3 is ok mia..

but it would be much better without Law and Tax...

arggghhhh...!!!

Law and Tax are making my life, nono, making everyone's life so hectic and pek chek !!

LLY's teaching improved a much lot..
now we can finally understand what he teaches d ..
and can pay attention when he teaches, dunno why also..
really can feel that he's putting a lots lots of efforts in improving and being a better lecturer d..

so far so good with FMP and FR, Chandra's trying hard to teach his Accounting Computer System too.. whereas LKC's interal control , dunno what's he teaching, but that subject at least can 'KANG' so won't create much problem mia...

Things are going wrong recently =( ...
haih..

Election, with a result that nobody will expect..
wonder what will happen to Penang and the other states in the future..
Can u imagine, the next time during CLHS graduation ceremony, it will be Lim Guan Eng who attends it d ?

FA Cup, MU which performed so well in the whole game succumbed a 0-1 lost to Portsmouth.. sei referee really eats money mia !!
haih, MU lost a very good chance to get that cup, 1st time in history , 4 teams in the semi , only 1 is from EPL, which is the stupiak Portsmouth team... ish, lucky them !!

LLY, dunno why, i smell a pity and lonely scent from him. Under-pressured lecturer, like many ppl wanna chop him off like that... haih, somehow pity him a lot.. he's trying much to improve d de... dun let it be his last sem at inti .. please..

New building 'house-warming' ... Once in a life time... RM 1600 for the crane ? RM 1600 so that the event will be held 'safely' at the roof ? Miss Liew said, depends on us...
Decision need to be made within these few days... Weather weather, can i trust on u ? gamble ? or play safe ?
RM 1600 to avoid rain, but spoil the atmosphere of the roof?
or save RM 1600, but take a big gamble, if it rains, the whole thing flops ?
'think about it when you close your eyes before your bedtime, and think carefully' - she told me..

My life, i just hope that, u really won't leave me ='( ...
hope to be with u , until the end of the time de...
i'm scared ... dunno whether i'm over sensitive recently or not, but i really felt we're drifting apart over the past few days ... i'm scared, and i dun want that to happen ... =(
or maybe, you will be happier without me de....
i duno i duno i duno...

gonna pia my tax d, followed up by law..
TCK, really tortures us till max de...

this Thursday, blood donation, and i'm donating blood..
hopefully that time it won't turn out that i'm become the person who receives blood... T.T

♥

If I know what is Love,

It is because of YOU

=)

♥ You

Swt

quite a fun 'who to vote for in this election' generator to try out at kennysia.com

i answered all the questions and mine turned out to be............ ROCKET !!! =.="



anyways it's NOMB , underage xD

and my dad gonna chop me into pieces if he sees this post =X

TCK and someone once quoted, "The 2 very certain things in life, Death and Tax"

but i would like to quote one too, it is actually 3 certain things in life,
Death, Tax and POLITICS...

The Wind Mill Concept

Yea...

I've just started to apply it..

actually I AM applying this concept since F2 up until now..

just that now i realised why it should be related to wind mill...

credit to Air Gear~

The 'Wind Mill Concept'

was/is and will be part of my life..

and will try to always apply and remember it's concept =)

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going~

stay tuned for part 2 of this post

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昨晚的风

是与众不同的一种

它，很冷

冷至入骨

不管穿得多么厚

还是能深深感受到这阵阵的冷风

相信，不是每个人都能感受得到这种冷风

这种，害怕孤单的冷风。


时间过得太快了

一眨眼，一月和二月都过了

是时候请求它把脚步放慢下来了

不知道，

下一次再眨眼

四周围，会变成这么样的了？

很期待，也很害怕

Sky,Clouds

Always aim for the Sky

For if you fail

At least you can reach the Clouds =)