phail...

no matter how busy I made myself

how tired, how packed and how occupied I am

at the end of the day, that sadness that penetrates straight and deep into the heart is still there.. unmoved

i.miss.last.year....

if only you know...

if only you know that,

happy or sad, also because of you...

that how your single smile makes such a big difference everyday

unbelieveable

dont need to say that everyone doesnt believe,

because even me myself cant believe,

that things would change until like that

and ended up so sadly, so drifted apart and vogue like now...

the worst is, i never know why...

lol

You said you're totally still the same...

But obviously you are really really not...

Even the blinds would've felt the 180 degree difference I guess..

Dunno what u want also..

Whatever larz...

If you're happy with this way, then so be it...

Sigh..

stranger...

Was talking to the new housemate today and told him that she and me are from the same place, were already friend before coming here...

he was like , o,O ?! serious ?
'我看你们俩互相都那么陌生，还以为是来到这里才认识的'

phail....

but what he says is pretty true I guess..

的确很陌生 ....

I wonder how long will this cold last...? or perhaps gonna be permanent ?

Everything happens for a reason

whatever that it is today, happens for a reason....

I guess I'm at faults and that's why things are at such situation now...

seriously don't really know what happened or where gone wrong,

but surely, it happens for a reason...

so I guess I really did plenty of wrongs...




sigh, my bad...

so be it...

If that's what and how you want it to be,

then so be it...

I got nothing to lose... Just less 1 friend... =)

...

我无言...

只想说声,

我,累了.....

3 hours later

gonna wake up 3 hours later for Curtin's Volunteer orientation program @,@ ..

let's hope I can climb out from the bed bah..

GMT + 8

well finally landed back to the wild wild west again...

had quite lots of fun in the trip (excluding the final missed flight scenario >,- )

really was much better than what I anticipated and expected =)

and, I'm glad that I went to this trip...

this trip also made me decide to go to KL for work...

1 of the reasons, I wanna see the big world =)



and sigh,

if only she treats me like she treats everyone out there...

no idea why always get that cool and cold feeling one...

felt like I am an enemy instead of a friend lor sometimes...

Bye Melbourne, Hi Sydney

bye bye Melbourne... actually had a great time there, particularly during Mt Buller skiing time..

time for Sydney ~!! home of everything !! paper crane, darling harbour and even corporates !!

well, it's also the place that made us got closer last year almost at this time too...
let's hope that she'll have a good time returning to this place bah...
no phobia, no sadness, no worries... only happiness and laughters~

Changes

People change as time passes...

So does friendship, relationship and the distance between 2 people...

She's like that, he's also like that...

Really there is no distance between 2 people that will always remain the same?

I wonder, how and what will things become, dun need to say after 10 years, after 2 years time will do...?

Haihz... I wiah things never change...