i'm Back

yeah...

after being lost and MIA for so many months,

finally I'm back... physically...

time to re-look for my soul and be back mentally too =)

blank talent, if

if only i got that one blank talent thingy from the law of ueki that will grant u any talent that u wish...

would've wished for the talent to cheer u up...

=/

3 months exactly

it has been 3 months since first day of work... 5th March (what a date lolll)

and so many things have happened since then... good and bad ones campur campur...

today was also the date of confirmation but unfortunately as our confirmation falls in SRM, we'll only know whether we'll be confirmed or not tmr or maybe days later as our confirmation will be tabled during SRM...

anyways, throughout these 3 months, i'm glad that i didn't take up the offer for IJM Plantation in Sabah bah..

really really glad that i followed my heart, if not dunno how much i would have missed out d...  those intima thingy and also other stuffs ... technical,physical and mental supports etc...

and, i kept my words and promises, every single day of the 3 months... =)

farewells

3 months ago, farewells...

3 months later, also farewells...

lol..

it will be a series of farewells these few days...

never liked farewell tho =/ ...

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no point being sad over people who doesn't appreciate you...

if things wanna be in this way, then so be it

u happy jiu hao

i won't lose anything either

rusty

when u played a football match, which most of the time u spent being a goalie

yet both legs almost almost cramp and the next day u wake up having whole body muscles pain

means long long time didn't exercise and u're very very rusty d..

lol.. fitness level = 0 i guess...

dang, like that also can

must start exercising and regain back fitness after transferring back to pg d

sigh...

if i tell u that i'm sad,

will u take it seriously and even care about it ?

haih...

hate the feeling of drifting apart...

sometimes i hope...

sometimes i hope,

that we are not too close...

so that we are not so far right now ...

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last day of may 2012

and so...  so fast it's the last day of may 2012 d..

somehow kinda sad today...

partly cuz of loneliness..

then stress from the current engagement...

also it was raining the time i was going back smr...very the emo feeling lol...

and, mainly i guess due to her guar...

cham liao... been dependent on talking to her a lot lately...

somehow sad to admit that can't survive without talking to her  >.= ...

sighhh... can i not so dependent on you arr...

everyday didn't talk to you, it will just feel very weird and uneasy...

hopefully june will be alright and a better month bah