phail...

no matter how busy I made myself

how tired, how packed and how occupied I am

at the end of the day, that sadness that penetrates straight and deep into the heart is still there.. unmoved

i.miss.last.year....

if only you know...

if only you know that,

happy or sad, also because of you...

that how your single smile makes such a big difference everyday

unbelieveable

dont need to say that everyone doesnt believe,

because even me myself cant believe,

that things would change until like that

and ended up so sadly, so drifted apart and vogue like now...

the worst is, i never know why...

lol

You said you're totally still the same...

But obviously you are really really not...

Even the blinds would've felt the 180 degree difference I guess..

Dunno what u want also..

Whatever larz...

If you're happy with this way, then so be it...

Sigh..

stranger...

Was talking to the new housemate today and told him that she and me are from the same place, were already friend before coming here...

he was like , o,O ?! serious ?
'我看你们俩互相都那么陌生，还以为是来到这里才认识的'

phail....

but what he says is pretty true I guess..

的确很陌生 ....

I wonder how long will this cold last...? or perhaps gonna be permanent ?

Everything happens for a reason

whatever that it is today, happens for a reason....

I guess I'm at faults and that's why things are at such situation now...

seriously don't really know what happened or where gone wrong,

but surely, it happens for a reason...

so I guess I really did plenty of wrongs...




sigh, my bad...

so be it...

If that's what and how you want it to be,

then so be it...

I got nothing to lose... Just less 1 friend... =)

...

我无言...

只想说声,

我,累了.....

3 hours later

gonna wake up 3 hours later for Curtin's Volunteer orientation program @,@ ..

let's hope I can climb out from the bed bah..