The Last day of April 2012

well... at least managed to express it out after holding for so long... back to an old friend... tq ms ng... at least feel much better blurting them out.. but we know the problem's still there, the 'something is wrong' still there unchanged... thanks for listening bah... it helps a lot... i'll try to survive as long as i can..

mindset and mentality

i guess... the main cause is mindset and mentality bah.... seriously mentality unfit to face transitional period and new environment..... not at all.... i wonder if i say that i'm depressed, not happy at all everyday and sad..... will anyone believe ? sometimes expectation just makes a person too perfect... sigh, dunno how long i can tahan..... =(

Weird

somehow, something is just not right... i dunno what and what ... just not right... even on the field just now... it's like a person without a soul... damn... where's my soul ?